I didn't mean any disrespect, and I never thought for a second that going to battle would be fun, in fact, I'm terrified by it. But it's a high calling and I can't wait for the SDI in my face at Parris Island, even though I'll probably hate it then. I need the discipline and I want to serve my country. I'll be fine with whatever position I'm in. Infantry, Recon, Public Relations, whatever. Whatever gets me in a Marine Corps uniform.